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hey everybody its katie! you know the one who has neglected live journal for a year but anyways lets get you caught up on my sick and sorry life
well, first i got caught w/ a 20 rock at school, well not really it was just pills but i gave them to this and she narked me out yep thats right, talk about wanting to see someone die, then i got sent to the alturnative school, yeah all the bad little kids go there, but its actually pretty cool, i never have homework and make great grades on everything cuz htey think we are all L.D's but hey if it gets me A's it all right by me, what's the next sad event that occered, oh yes how could i forget, i got caught shop lifting, stupid hoe... this i was with got caught on camera putting a lipstick in her purse so they serched us and found like $200 worth of stuff from the BX/PX, and kids i'd like to make it clear that are bad, this guy tried to sell me a sack of parsly, so i got some heat and almost blew his frig'n head off, then im susposed to ride the bus everyday cuz im in alturnative school well on friday i got in the car with matt so they called my dad and my dad went to the po po and said he kiddnapped me......its crazy, then he tried to cut all my hair off and i told him if he tried to i'd get some one to blow his ass up! cuz ive come to know many people that i should not even think about talking to, lets just say i went down hill at 200 miles an hour, and prolly wont get better, leave me to my narks......
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[05 Dec 2002|10:58am] |
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did i fix it? omrs was suposed to rumors :)
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| a poem from me to you<3 |
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School year ors pass us by,
we'll look back in a year and wonder why,
why we were so cruel to people that were different,
why we were so inconsiderate to the ones beneth us,
why we were always fretful if our hair was right,
clothes still in style,
if we had the latest shoes,
it was the only thing that could make us smile,
you gossiped about a new person each day,
never thinking twice if it caused any dismay,
and our nations s wonder why these teenagers of our wasteland let out these cries ,
its because their minds have been turned to dust,
they've become pod people just like the rest,
little sheep of one bug flock,
all were white except a few and those little black sheep came unglued,
those little black sheep you caused dismay,
those little black sheep you gossiped about all day,
they will be the ones left in the end,
you pushed them so far they couldn't comprehend,
so when you're lying on the ground about to die,
you wonder why he shot you and wanted you to cry,
think of the ones you hurt these past years,
think of the ones you caused to shed tears,
and just before you're about to die,
cry out to God and tell him why,
why you were so cruel and inconsiderate,
why you gossiped so much and didnt care whos feelings were trampled,
whos confidence was crushed,
you wanted to be happy,
be like the rest,
so you tried and did your best,
and now you're like the rest,
the rest who acted like you ,
you built your self a tower just to knock it down,
gave yourself all that power just so that it could turn sour,
you never relized it back then,
never relized it and couldnt comprehend,
the fact that we are all different,
and you should let it be,
dont pick on a person because they are like you or me,
like a painting we all have are flaws,
but like a painting we all have great and wonderful awws,
we shimmer in the light,
glow in the darkness,
think of how these could have been if they'd been with thoughtfulness think of the happy faces big smiles bright eyes,
think of all the joy pride and might,
think of how it could have been if we hadnt lived in spite,
to bad that fantasy world isnt,
to bad those white sheep made those black sheep come unglued,
and now i can say happily it never did end,
all because we couldnt comprehend,
so i just sit in my room and pretend,
wait for this horrid life to come to an end
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[29 Nov 2002|04:00pm] |
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yo homies
yesterday was "eat turkey then run around in circles till you lose it" day
im in south carolina wit my aunt
pretty fun
but dads a ass
so its as good as it gets
could of gone to florida wit friends
but dad dosnt trust me
he thought i ran away monday
cuz i told him i had detention
i thought i did but turned out i didnt
so me and charlie ((chik)) went to ky's
her other other boyfriend
shes a playa fo real
and one of dem guys knows that hes bein played
its crazy
dad dosnt think i should hang out wit her cuz her boyfriend is way older
but if he only knew that i go out wit guys older than him
but that was before i lost his "trust"
so now i can only go places wit people he knows
but that dosnt bother me
cuz he only thinks he knows my friends he knows
but whoa now!
hehe my "church friends"
are fuking cazy bitches!
but he can only see the front they put up
i could come home at 7 in the morning
and as long as i came home wit kris or joey
its all gravy baby
today we went to an art show
then we went to stien mart
stole like 10 pairs of pantys
4 braclets
sum earings
and a pair of jeans
they got jaked
fo real
then i actuallt bought a pair of shoes
but thats only cuz you cant fit dem under yur shirt or in yo purse
ive never got caught shop lifting
but my friends are another story
but i think thats cuz they put all their shyt
in their purses
but me i put it under my clothes
people are stupid
oh jeez! i wrote this really sweet poem
id post it but i dunno
can poeple steal shyt from here?
that would suk alot o ass
if i posted it then saw it in sum poem book
the next week
id do sum major ass whooping
watchin real world right now
these peolpe are so gay
i have a headache
and no pills to take
i mean i got tylonal
but im out of pain killers and muscle relaxers
dad has got to get a move on and get those refilled
cuz i take dem legally
but abuse it
like a week ago i took 6 muscle relaxers and two pain killers and sum postive mood enhancers
then i wemt to bed
and i was laying there still
but inside my skin it was going fucking crazy
all shaking an shyt
it was so weird
but so great
and wrong
ill get over it
well we are gonna go get sum mexican food
then go see the light show
yay!
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[22 Nov 2002|10:51pm] |
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i figured it out! it dosnt show bad words so you have no clue what i was talking about, pretty stupid
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[22 Nov 2002|10:50pm] |
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aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up an done it
aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up and done it
them country boys, w/ them big fat wheels,
w/ them dirty cow grills
hehe isnt it strange that my fav types of music are emo and dirty south, what a strange combonation....
so much has been going down latly, first i almost got arrested for going in the guys bathroom((I DIDNT DO ANYTHING IN THERE!!!)) then we all know what happened....rumors, jeez, i stupid school ors, they're pointless and only get yur ass beat, but then i got into a fight w/ my mom over grades, i really d that b/c shes only here for 2 weeks then goes back to greenland, then i forged her signature for my ISS form, then i got my cell phone stolen, then i got blamed for steeling $50, so i got suspended, and then when i go back i have more ISS, my mom has been using my cell phone while she was here and she checked my messages and it was talking about eating tomatoes and how i was making out w/ this guy and talking about in' and shyt, so she thinks im a that i do and drink and well...i smoke and drink but im not no gawd damn ! so im not gonna be doing much till i come up w/ a plan to sneek out, and now my parents are all like ive never met yur friends and before you start going out again they need to meet the kids i hang out w/, woo! thats never gonna happen my friends are all like 3 to 6 years older than me and they're major pot heads, so i guess i can bring home sum goody goodies and say they are my friends so theyll think im a good kid and not "going bad"
tommorow is band clinic its gonna be bad b/c i have been under way alot of stress and am about to have a break down, then after band is christmas pictures, then my brothers soccor party((yay!))then me my mum and charlie((chik)) and going to spend the rest of the day together b/c my mom needs to know her before she lets me go places w/ her, its like im on ing probation or sumthin, but im not really worried about it cuz charlie can front for s and still be coo to party w/
oh yeah! when i got in a foght w/ my mom i went to my room and took 2 pain killers and 6 muscle relaxers and almost died, i was laying there in bed and my body wasnt moving but in side my skin was going ing crazy and shaking and shyt it was so awsome but really scary
and since i have been under all this stress i havnt been eating cuz it would make me sick so i didnt eat for like two days then charlie finally made me and i almosted chunked it blah! i was feeling like shyt but my ass was staying in skool cuz i didnt want to go home but i went home anyways cuz that stupid tiffany said i stole megans money which tiffany was the one to take it, make me want to bust a' cap for real! she was all up in mah grill! but any ways im gonna go outside and eat sum tomatoes.......kisses
this thing is really and wont post what i type livejournal!
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aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up an done it
aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up and done it
them country boys, w/ them big fat wheels,
w/ them dirty cow grills
hehe isnt it strange that my fav types of music are emo and dirty south, what a strange combonation....
so much has been going down latly, first i almost got arrested for going in the guys bathroom((I DIDNT DO ANYTHING IN THERE!!!)) then we all know what happened....rumors, jeez, i stupid school ors, they're pointless and only get yur ass beat, but then i got into a fight w/ my mom over grades, i really d that b/c shes only here for 2 weeks then goes back to greenland, then i forged her signature for my ISS form, then i got my cell phone stolen, then i got blamed for steeling $50, so i got suspended, and then when i go back i have more ISS, my mom has been using my cell phone while she was here and she checked my messages and it was talking about eating tomatoes and how i was making out w/ this guy and talking about in' and shyt, so she thinks im a that i do and drink and well...i smoke and drink but im not no gawd damn ! so im not gonna be doing much till i come up w/ a plan to sneek out, and now my parents are all like ive never met yur friends and before you start going out again they need to meet the kids i hang out w/, woo! thats never gonna happen my friends are all like 3 to 6 years older than me and they're major pot heads, so i guess i can bring home sum goody goodies and say they are my friends so theyll think im a good kid and not "going bad"
tommorow is band clinic its gonna be bad b/c i have been under way alot of stress and am about to have a break down, then after band is christmas pictures, then my brothers soccor party((yay!))then me my mum and charlie((chik)) and going to spend the rest of the day together b/c my mom needs to know her before she lets me go places w/ her, its like im on ing probation or sumthin, but im not really worried about it cuz charlie can front for s and still be coo to party w/
oh yeah! when i got in a foght w/ my mom i went to my room and took 2 pain killers and 6 muscle relaxers and almost died, i was laying there in bed and my body wasnt moving but in side my skin was going ing crazy and shaking and shyt it was so awsome but really scary
and since i have been under all this stress i havnt been eating cuz it would make me sick so i didnt eat for like two days then charlie finally made me and i almosted chunked it blah! i was feeling like shyt but my ass was staying in skool cuz i didnt want to go home but i went home anyways cuz that stupid tiffany said i stole megans money which tiffany was the one to take it, make me want to bust a' cap for real! she was all up in mah grill! but any ways im gonna go outside and eat sum tomatoes.......kisses
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aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up an done it
aww naw hell naw boy, yall done up and done it
them country boys, w/ them big fat wheels,
w/ them dirty cow grills
hehe isnt it strange that my fav types of music are emo and dirty south, what a strange combonation....
so much has been going down latly, first i almost got arrested for going in the guys bathroom((I DIDNT DO ANYTHING IN THERE!!!)) then we all know what happened....rumors, jeez, i stupid school ors, they're pointless and only get yur ass beat, but then i got into a fight w/ my mom over grades, i really d that b/c shes only here for 2 weeks then goes back to greenland, then i forged her signature for my ISS form, then i got my cell phone stolen, then i got blamed for steeling $50, so i got suspended, and then when i go back i have more ISS, my mom has been using my cell phone while she was here and she checked my messages and it was talking about eating tomatoes and how i was making out w/ this guy and talking about in' and shyt, so she thinks im a that i do and drink and well...i smoke and drink but im not no gawd damn ! so im not gonna be doing much till i come up w/ a plan to sneek out, and now my parents are all like ive never met yur friends and before you start going out again they need to meet the kids i hang out w/, woo! thats never gonna happen my friends are all like 3 to 6 years older than me and they're major pot heads, so i guess i can bring home sum goody goodies and say they are my friends so theyll think im a good kid and not "going bad"
tommorow is band clinic its gonna be bad b/c i have been under way alot of stress and am about to have a break down, then after band is christmas pictures, then my brothers soccor party((yay!))then me my mum and charlie((chik)) and going to spend the rest of the day together b/c my mom needs to know her before she lets me go places w/ her, its like im on ing probation or sumthin, but im not really worried about it cuz charlie can front for s and still be coo to party w/
oh yeah! when i got in a foght w/ my mom i went to my room and took 2 pain killers and 6 muscle relaxers and almost died, i was laying there in bed and my body wasnt moving but in side my skin was going ing crazy and shaking and shyt it was so awsome but really scary
and since i have been under all this stress i havnt been eating cuz it would make me sick so i didnt eat for like two days then charlie finally made me and i almosted chunked it blah! i was feeling like shyt but my ass was staying in skool cuz i didnt want to go home but i went home anyways cuz that stupid tiffany said i stole megans money which tiffany was the one to take it, make me want to bust a' cap for real! she was all up in mah grill! but any ways im gonna go outside and eat sum tomatoes.......kisses
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dan sorry for not replying to yur IM i was away so im not mad at you but to answer yur question ill talk to you later on AIM, OKAY? sowwy<3
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man it feels like i havnt been on here in forever when its only been a week...im strange, anyways went to alabama this weekend pretty fun, met this david dude pretty nice to bad he lives like 5 hours away:( many events took place while i was gone, one of my friends ran away w/ these mexicans so they were looking for her all weekend finally found her sunday night i can tell you now she wont be going out any time soon but i really just dont understand why she was going to run way w/ her boyfriend live at his apartment and get a job selling shrimp, i'd never want to sell shrimp but thats what she wanted to do but luckly she was stopped, everyone who has read my live journal knows anthony, well him and this tiffany girl hooked up(meaning made out 4 those not knowing) and she came to skool all telling me this and stuff i think she was trying to make me jealous or sumthing but i've got news for her, it aint working!!! he already ruined my rep so i dont think i need anything else but its all b/c he's asian i would have never done anything like that w/ a white boi, only the asians, damn my asian fetish! anyways, mom is home for 2 weeks then its back to greenland for her, so you can say ill be sitting at home "bonding" w/ my mom jeez can you say bad timing i made plans to go out every night this week w/ charlie and adam that was ruined and now im sitting here listening to my dad tell me how i should stay home every night, i get the picture il just have to sneek out get caught have my mom never trust me itll be grand, oh yeah! i was susposed to spend the night at charlies last night but my parents said i was lying and it had sumthing to do w/ a boi well not really we were gonna get adam to buy us smokes and sum mikes then get dropped off and get drunk just us girls but that didnt happen obviously gosh it all makes me so mad! this is a REALLY long post as you can see, and today i found out that one of my friends has been cutting herself and cut so deep she hit a nerve that is so bad it makes me want to cry i cut myself once and it didnt make me feel better i thought it was really stupid after i did it so i'd like to say to all the cutters out there " dont do it its stupid" all self affliction is retarded and no one should do it.....ever
kisses from katie
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look at my icon! do you luv it? man its grand, makes me wanna play in a band.......or maybe even the sand:)
kisses from katie
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goodness why do sum people want to be yur friend but dont want you to be their friend's friend? does this make any sense? is it jealously? man life is confusing,
here is the story even tho you prolly dont know these people i need to get it out of my system......
beth and me have been real good friends for like two years and latly best i know its sounds childish to give yur friends titles like that but its like we have been doing everything together ya know like well...best friends and i became tiffanys friend be saving her from getting her ass whooped at the bowling ally so we started hanging out, beth and tiffany were already friends and tiffany dosnt like sharing friends to much so i just stopped hanging out w/ beth when shes around tiffany at skool and did stuff after skool and weekends and everything was going great till tiffany found out now tiffany calls me on the phone and we sumtimes do stuff togther but she is a real bitch at skool and it makes mee SO angry!
okay i got it out of my system......wheew
i luv you dan!((had to get that out 2))
kisses from katie<3
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